People are always asking me why I keep all the 'nice' pieces of jewelry for myself and I never have a response, up until yesterday when it all dawned on me! I was making some earrings for Art and Beer Festival this weekend and one of them back-fired. In my attempt to salvage the piece, I hurriedly put this and that together and decided to put it aside until I figure out how to correct the 'mistake'. I gave up on the piece and decided I could not sell it since it had 'backfired' so I would just wear it myself. I tried it on in front of the mirror and for some reason..... I loved them! As back fired as they were, I loved them!
That's when it occurred to me that all the pieces I keep for myself are the 'backfired' ones, the ones my head decides did not come out the way I intended and so they were not worthy of selling. So I wear those failed pieces, get all these compliments, then people buy them right off my ears and it confuses me to no end!!
I guess there is no failure in art and what we convince ourselves is crap is a gem to other people. Well there is no failure in life really I guess, just our minds convincing us otherwise. I am thankful for those around me that love my work enough to see the beauty where I cannot, and to make me realize that my most beautiful piece is the one I had no plan for, the one where the wire went left when I wanted it to go right, the one where I put a green and blue bead together because I was out of matching beads, the one where one is slightly shorter than the other. I am learning to see beauty in the imperfection. It's a work in progress but I'm getting there!
I met someone today who 'knew'me before she had met me, because of my work. She sees my earrings on my blog and with other people and tells them, 'I Know the chic who makes these! I can tell her work from a mile away!'
I was flattered that she had followed my journey enough to KNOW my work, without ever buying a piece, without ever meeting me physically. Then she told me something else I found really profound, ' I know you because your work speaks louder than you do'. That struck a chord, because those who know me know I do not talk much, so I guess my over the top jewelry has become my voice, my vessel that speaks for me when I have no words to express myself.
My art has become a spiritual path, teaching me the ways of life as I go along, patience, acceptance, I could go on all day! Above all, I get to meet all these lovely creative people that are on a similar path as mine, and I do not take that for granted.
Well, that, ladies and gentlemen is the end of today's sermon. ;) ;)
Allow me to share my 'backfired' pieces up until now...
Almost all these pieces (apart from the ring) were bought right out of my ears, and those that were not were bought as soon as I put them up on the blog!
Then, the backfired piece form yesterday that put everything into perspective.
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| Photo C/o Samir Khan |
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| Photo C/o Samir Khan |
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iQuira